SO i tried to put a new pic on here, but i cant cause it says that bandwidth is exceded, which i dont understand cause i have nothing else on here from photobuycket.. :(  So ill have to figure it out laterZ..

Melissa

I was listening to a man.. recorded on a tape that is in his 60's... He's a poet.. a wonderful poet that i met, in flordia... a poet of God.. a poet of life... a poet of the good- o- days... it was beautiful it opened a new window of poetry for me.. to write about things, that i know.. the rain and the wind... the beauty of friendship and things... my family and such... and things.. about me... I guess i needed it.. cause i have had a block for more than a year.. and i needed another poetic person.. to just listen to.. it dosent always have to be pesstamistic... it could be about the simple days.. the fun days.. and some bout the said days.. world events.. to Grandmas coconut pie's I was listening to a man.. recorded on a tape that is in his 60's... He's a poet.. a wonderful poet that i met, in flordia... a poet of God.. a poet of life... a poet of the good- o- days... it was beautiful

I know there is some thing wrong with you.. that is hard for you to share...
crazy things are happining... and its hard to keep your head straight....
in the mist of the battle, of lifes challenges and such...
even if you cant talk to me about it.. I find relief that at least you can talk to God...
I worry about you alot.. I hate whats happining to you..
and i know its hard sometimes to shed a tear, when peoiple are around you..
so alone you sit in your car.. driving home from work....
I know you cry a little.. which is completely ok...
but if you cant do that around me.. and let out your fears..
I find relief in knowing that god is there...
I dont understand, why these things happen.. espically to people like you..
and why love can slip away... sometimes totally.. some times,
the other person just falls out of love.. and your left standing..
and sometimes.. its still there.. Just covered up.. just waiting for two people to find it again...
and if thats the case .. its in the arms of the one great king... and it will never faulter or fail....
But i know as a friend.. Something is wrong..
I know you tell me you gotta do, what you gotta do..
but sometimes its eaiser said than done.  some times you need a shoulder to lay one..
a ear to listen.. or even a hug.. I want you to know that I am always there..
if they turn there back.. I wont..... and ill try as a friend.. to help you as must as i can..
cause i know there is something wrong with you.. i can tell your heart is hurting..
it shows in your eyes.. in your voice when you are there.. ...
I know there is some thing wrong with you.. that is hard for you to share...
crazy things are happining... and its hard to keep your head straight....
in the mist of the battle, of lifes challenges and such...
even if you cant talk to me about it.. I find relief that at least you can talk to God...

<3 Melissa

Well while i am waiting for "blogger" to load up so i can actually sign in, I am going to write this entry.... Dad is in his room cleaning it.. and it sounds like the room is winning.. from what i am hearing inhere... Ann called in today.  She has a very mad headache.. and i hope they dont fire her just cause she's sick.  that will so piss me off... 
Anyways, I am sitting here listening to Limpbizkit.. and Loading up a Joe Dee Massina song that i like.. To my Ipod of happiness... I am so glad that i am off today... fo' real.  well I better go for a while so i can help dad in there.. Later

melissa

JO DEE MESSINA
Bring On The Rain (Jo Dee Messina with Tim McGraw)
(Billy Montana/Helen Darling)

Another day has almost come and gone
Can’t imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes I’d like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war (‘cause)

Tomorrow’s another day
And I’m thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It’s almost like the hard times circle ‘round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I’m not dead

Tomorrow’s another day
And I’m thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

I’m not gonna let it get me down
I’m not gonna cry
And I’m not gonna lose any sleep tonight

I long for this person...
I love this person
I gave it all to this person...
I feel this person..
this person is my best friend
the best in my world..
i Love tis person, more than anything else...
This person Ive kissed
this person .. Ive touched..
this person... whom ive stared into there eyes...
more than once..
this person i long for to be mine...
but this person will never be mine...
but thats ok...
Ive cried for this person..
Ive laughed with this person..
Ive been there for this person..
and i have had magical moments wit this person...
ive drempt of this person..
Id do anything for this person...
and yea.. Id even go to hell and back for this person..
this person that i love..

I decided that i needed to come back here and ger a blog.. :) this was my first place to blog, so i thought that i would get me another one.. I have a blog on blogger.. well three on blogger.. and 2 on live journal.. but I dont get the love and the friends there that i have made here.. SO.  Im back..

I am going to go and fix my layout, Luv Melissa Y